I know only Ying Ying reads my blog and no one else probably. But nevermind, i shall still continue to post, till the day i got tired of it and delete my blog.

So as the title says, i'm going to rant about one thing that got me so pissed that i cried.
It happened last night. There was this damn cb guy who said i ugly when i posted a new pic on fb. He was from tagged, knew him for months i think. He posted a comment on my wall and i saw it after 2minutes. I was so angry that i scolded him and before he could even has the chance to reply back, i deleted the wall post and also removed him from my friends' list. Ya, i know i'm not good looking, so what? You're not any better i tell you. Don't come kp me, i spare no mercy. Don't think you're a guy and i'm a girl i will be scared of you. This is not the fucking first time you criticized my looks already. Don't let me see you outside.. i won't let you off.

Ya, so i also removed the pic (which i don't think is ugly anyways) Fine, i shall not post my pic anymore and instead i will post cartoons/animes/words etc as my display picture instead.

Damn.. this ranting is not enough to make me feel better. I just feel like killing him. You would wonder why i got so angry? IS BECAUSE THIS CB GUY CRITICIZING ME REMINDED ME HOW I WAS BULLIED BY OTHERS YEARS AGO BECAUSE OF LOOKS TOO. At that time, i was useless and too quiet to even defend myself, i had no choice but to suffer silently. Now? I'm no longer the same. I'm not the quiet and useless girl whom i was used to be. At home, i'm safe and there will be my family to protect me, my mum and bro will protect me. Outside, i only have myself. I can't count on anyone, there's only me. SO I WON'T LET PEOPLE BULLY ME, BE IT VERBALLY OR WHAT. I WON'T TOLERATE ALL THESE FUCKING SHITS. YOU WANNA TEST ME, COME LAH AND YOU SHALL DIE TERRIBLY. My life is just freaking meaningless and worthless, so it's alright if i just kill someone who tries to be funny with me. :) There's a limit to my patience, you see me looking so guai so quiet and harmless, but you don't know the real me that's hidden within. I have never show anyone the bad side of me, you want to be the first, i don't mind.