Tomorrow is the day. Whether i will become happy or emo (suicidal) depends on it. I don't know, deep inside my heart i'm crying for help. It's damn sad when you have to act as if nothing has happened and smile like you used to. I'm doing that in front of mum, i know if i look sad, she will feel sad too. Do you know, i'm struggling. *praying hard that happen bad will happen*

If something happens (CHOY), i might mia le.




So, i'll be praying hard.
>.<