I more and more hate him. Don't know why he has to keep force me to do the things i don't want to do. Please, i'm 20 this year already, stop treating me like a kid and keep make decisions for me. I have been controlled by you for so many years already, just stop it already. You forced me take IT course, not letting me to choose the course i want (though i know there aren't any other many courses to choose from based on my fucked up results). You think it's so easy to find a job, especially when i fucking have no work experience, you think it's so easy? You think it's so easy to get shortlisted by the direct companies which you are applying to? Yeah, it's easy to be called up by those agencies, but definitely not the companies. You think i never try my best to find a damn fucking job? You think i like to slack at home every single day like this? You think i have nothing better to do? You think i don't mind spending the rest of my fucking life doing practically nothing? If you think it's a YES in every points that i have stated, then please fuck off. I won't even bother to talk to you anyway.

Yesterday, when you said if i continue slacking like this, even until 3 years later, i would still be JOBLESS. Thanks ar, THREE YEARS. THAT'S LIKE A DAMN FUCKING CB THING YOU HAVE SAID THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU. Then you added some more that even if i got a job before 3 years, i would not last in that job. CB, fuck you lah. Suan me till like this, am i even your daughter or not? I seriously doubt you are my dad. Seriously, i'm truly disappointed that you said those words. I think, i won't even bother to talk to you anymore. You should at least encourage me, but you didn't. You even SUAN me till like that. Thank you so much, i officially hate you forever:) I tell you, it's easy for me to hate someone (who cares whether you are my d a d or not).

Fuck you. -.- Hate you, fuck offffffffffff! -.-
You will regret for those things you have said. I will stuff back those words of yours back into your mouth soon. You shall see.


P.S: Don't push me, keep pushing and don't blame me for turning bad. I find myself getting more and more bad.