Down and dejected Face officially flared up. Congrats Layleng:) Now i no longer on medication, so prepare to die ba:) Lol. I thought after stopping medication, my face won't be as sensitive to lights, but i was WRONG. Orangy lights still can cause me to have flare ups, it kills. Right now, my mind is empty. I'm tired already. The worst has came and i don't know how and what to do. Coop myself at home again? When will this last? Coop myself at home forever? Don't go out forever? Hahahha totally impossible.

I'm getting siao already, don't force me... i can't control myself already. Typing this entry out makes me tear.

I guess, i should destroy myself already. Saturday is the day. It's destroy, not die okay.