Who will be there when i...

Another hot day. Later gonna go out to collect my graduation attire. Feel so lazy, so reluctant to go BUT no choice.. sigh. I just scared of the sun :'(

Last night, he smsed me. I was surprised, of course. Didn't feel happy cause he was so fucking irritating, kept mentioned about the past, said how much he loves me and really regretted for hurting me. I was thinking, too late already, if you treated me better last time, we wouldn't end up in this state. You, my first boyfriend.. hurt me the most? Treated me like an ATM, some more.. Argh, i don't wanna continue. You should fuck off like seriously, why come tell me how much you regretted? It was already so long ago, just fuck off from my life. And, don't act as if you are very close to me. Tyvm.

I don't even know why i'm replying him. Guess, i was feeling lonely? Just wanted someone to sms with me.. My phone is too quiet nowadays. But i guess i should and have to get used to it. And all thanks to him, i slept at 12am+, stupid.


Sorry people for still not replying to the tags.. will reply soon.. it's not being lazy okay, if i'm lazy i won't even blog. it's just.. i'm trying to find back the 'Haha' me.. then i can happily reply all the tags. It has been quite a few days (maybe even a week) since i last 'Haha'. I guess, no one notices.