Before you start saying 'why are you always so emo?', 'you are always so pessimistic', put yourself in my shoes first. If you are suffering the same fate as me, then you are very welcome to come and scold me, scold till i wake up from this emo me. If not, you won't understand how i feel, you won't. Appearance is so important to someone, it is even more important for a GIRL. Tell me, how to cheer up?

I seriously don't know what the fuck is wrong. IT CAME BACK A SECOND TIME WHILE I'M ON THE DAMN VERGE OF RECOVERING. I didn't even do anything to my face for God's sake... Everyday i take my med ON TIME. What's wrong? What did i even do wrong? I didn't expose myself to the god damn sun.. What the fuck is wrong??????????? Why why why you keep coming back!! Damn.

It has been one whole damn year already, i've been fighting this fucked up thing for one fucking year already. Not long enough?

MY HAIR IS GOING CRAZY TOO... FUCK.

No one understands how i feel... To hell with all the cheer ups..
I'm feeling so fucked up.