All i wanted, is to get back my once fair skin. That's all. Once i get it, i will be a very happy girl. Everytime i wish/pray, it's always all about my face. I feared for the coming of 25th this month, i feared i would get flare up AGAIN when i go to graduation on a hot and sunny day.. i am really so scared.. so scared.. cause i know if it happens AGAIN (i lost count of how many times i got flare ups), i would really go.. kill myself. I'm that weak, but seriously, it's too much right? The flare ups.. i didn't do anything and yet you just keep coming back..

Ying ying, must stay strong.. cause leng leng hui ai ni yi bei zi~ ♥ my BEST BEST friend=)