I'm feeling damn sad right now. I don't know why? Maybe i have reached the stage in life whereby i started to lose interest in every single thing and i no longer know how to carry on living? That is very sad. I started to think things like "What am i living for?", "What do i want to do next?", "I'm definitely not happy, but what can i do?". Have to admit, i hate my life, to the max.. to the point of giving up. Damn emo, no words could console me. Been so long since i have been so emo yeah? I can't help it, i can't control it, i'm sorry.

Hate me if you have to, this emo side of me will stay (at least for now)
I'm feeling so darn... lonely and helpless.