A lot of times i have been reminding myself not to get so worked up/angry so easily, since it is not good for health. But sometimes it's really hard to control your emotions.

All i can pray for now is hope that my last semester in NYP ends as soon as possible. I really detest the current track i'm studying now (even though i chose it myself in the first place) But i didn't know it would be so tough and boring. Sigh, i hate my life in school now. It sucks to the max, not happy at all, just plain torturous =/

Thinking of skipping a particular lecture in the future. Reason being, the lecturer seriously sucks in teaching? I really don't understand what he's teaching about. Since it's that case, i might as well skip lecture and read my lecture notes on my own. Better than wasting precious time attending some lecture which at the end of the lecture also won't let you gain any knowledge. Right?

Feel damn sian, sad right now. How i wish i can just say it out you know? But some things can't be said out de.. I guess, i shall keep it to myself ba. One person suffer in pain is better than dragging the rest into it.