12 Oct 2010, i won't ever forget what happened on this day. What seemed like a pretty normal life suddenly changed drastically. I never, for once in my life would even imagine such things could happen? I really couldn't bring myself to believe it, even until now, i'm in disbelief. I would never want such things to happen again, if not i really don't know if i can digest all these.. Those scenes kept replaying in my head, i couldn't forget it! Had nightmares cause of it.. >.< Sad, it's so saddening okay..

She slapped him, right in front of me..He pushed her..They were arguing..shouting at each other..tears ran down like flowing tap water..all were so emotional.. i could never forget it..

for now all i ever wanted is to faster graduate, whether i can go to NTU or not so be it. I just wanna faster go work, take care of my parents..that's all i want..i don't give a damn whether i will look pretty or what, i don't give a damn whether i will find a guy who truly loves or not, all i want is to live a happy and peaceful life with my parents.. i want all of us to be happy..

Still feeling sad..i keep praying that nothing bad would happen again..