Infatuation
-noun
3. foolish or all-absorbing passion or an instance of this: a mere infatuation that will not last.

Taken from dictionary.com

Guess that was what i felt for him ba.. Aiya girl stop thinking! Stop thinking about guys god damn it -.- I think, i should probably dote on myself more. I am very often troubled myself over with relationships thing, and cause of this i tend to neglect myself.. Feel sad very easily, mood will get affected very easily too.

Just now i was thinking, why should i make myself sad cause of guys? I should have doted myself more, right? But, it is hard to you know. More often than not i don't feel happy at all.

Onlined MSN, like finally. He didn't come disturb me and i didn't too. Which is a good thing ya? Don't wanna get too close with him too.. He ain't a decent guy as far as i know :)

On a happier note, just finished making Jellies :D There are 2 flavors, one is strawberry and the other is orange :D I told mum i want strawberry XD By night time the jellies should be ready to serve XD Hehes.

I'm feeling so lazy! Some one help me -.- Lazy to do things, lazy to go out D: