i don't know why i felt so sad last night.. no, is sad AND angry, yea. haha.. even when i was watching 强敌 on channel 55 last night, those thoughts came to me.. and it totally made me moodless even when i was watching my favorite korean drama.. :( hais.. nobody knows why i felt that way.. and none of you would want to know also.. whatever..

even though i don't feel like blogging right now, i just can't possibly hide those sadness inside me, can i? it feels terrible.. only by blogging it out would make me feel a little better.. maybe ba.. haha..

going to school pretty soon.. sian.. monday blues.. i hate monday.. the start of the weekdays is the most terrible and horrible day.. because after monday there are tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday before i can rest at home during the 2 days of weekends.. sian sian..

current mood: moody. :(

I hate people who compare me with other girls. yea i know i'm ugly, and YOU do not have to remind me of that. i never say i'm pretty in the very first place and YOU need not have to compare me with the other girls who are PRETTIER than me. this is the thing i hate the most, to COMPARE me with other girls based on LOOKS. fuck it. if i'm pretty, i would have go and become an actress, singer, model blah blah blah. why do i have to study so fucking hard till i feel like going crazy already huh. compare compare compare.. FUCK OFF LA.