totally moodless...

feel like crying ._. sad.. no mood.. emo-ing.. .__.

been feeling that for the past 2-3 days? .__.
don't know why la .__.

no mood to do anything,
no mood to play (ps2, no more audition liao ! :( ),
no mood to study,
no mood to watch tv,
no mood to talk..

everything no mood!
feel like banging the fucking wall -_-

nowadays been complaining non-stop.
especially today, complained to mum early in the morning,
complained to her while eating,
and even complained to her when we were sitting at the sofa to watch tv.
all that i have said to here were like irrelevant.
talked about school, the past etc..
the more i talked, the more angry i felt. -_-
AHHHHHH why i became like that?..

*cry*

life is really meaningless.. study, study and study..
what's the point for studying so much and so hard man..
what if i die young one day, then all those studying would go down the drain isn't it..
why the fuck am i talking about this... -_-

i'm out of my mind.