I'm sad, deep inside.
I feel isolated from this world, from myself.
I feel useless.
I feel restless, tired.

I want to sleep.


*Edit:

Sometimes, I can't stop myself from wondering,
What exactly is MY purpose in life?
What's my direction in life?

I really don't know the answer..
I'm dying to find the answer..

Am I studying for the sake of studying?
Am I living for the sake of living?

I'm not a person good at anything.. But except one thing,
Crying is what I'm best at.
I'm born to cry even at the slightest minor thing.

In my life, I feel sadness for the most number of times.
Followed by unhappiness, angriness...
Lastly is happiness.

Haha.

What am I still living in this world?
There were so many times that I came close with Death God.
But in the end, I am still here.

Haha.