I don't hate you but I loved you.



Today is Friday! Weekends start tomorrow! YES!! (I can sleep for as long as I want and do not have to force myself to wake up every morning!) LOL. That's the reason why I so LOVE weekends HAHA =x

OK, now for updates.

Hmmm, seriously there's nothing to post for today... BUT I will 'dig' out something to blog about...

Friday, which is today is the day of Mr Pang. We see him from 11.10am till 5pm LOL. But today he released us at around 4.30pm (If I remember correctly). So, when we were released from school, took mrt back to woodlands and to 515 to have dinner with my mum. Ate sliced fish rice (er is that how we called it? whatever la... so long as you understand what I'm talking about ^^). It was delicious~ Although the soup was a bit bland, nonetheless it still taste delicious :D

Today in school I was looking at my handphone. I was hoping it would vibrate somehow (for your information, my phone was put to silent mode). But it didn't, haha. I told Chu Ying that I was kinda not used to it being so quiet, because last time my phone was noisy, and I was always busy sms-ing back. Well... Guess that it would be quiet forever... Hahas.. Nevermind.. :)

Enough of today. I suddenly have the urge to update about what happened last night.
He sms-ed me, I replied back. Then when he said "... I don't love you.... I also don't wanna waste time le.. I hate you :'(", my heart cracked. But, it was my decision in the very first place, so I don't blame you for saying that... Instead, I kept telling myself that it's good that you hate me, at least it makes me feel better for breaking up with you and keep hurting you.





As usual, cried myself to sleep... It happens every night..


-Somehow, I feel sad.-