It's a sad thing when I look at the mirror everyday.
Not cuz i'm not pretty (i don't give a damn about it, not pretty then so be it.)
I'm sad cuz... of my hair.
I don't know why, it keeps getting lesser with each passing day.
Am i very stress? Am i feeling stress?
If not, why does my hair... Argh..
I have always been trying not to be stress,
so far, for now, i THINK i'm not stress or anything..
If that is so, why does my hair... WHY???
Someone please tell me why!!! I don't know !!!!
I'M SO BLOODY FREAKING SAD YA KNOW???!!!!!!
I SO FREAKING HATE IT WHEN I SPEND A LOT OF TIME JUST TRYING TO COMB
MY BLOODY HAIR!!
I HATE IT SO SO MUCH!!!!
I HATE IT SO MUCH TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO CUT MY HAIR SHORT LA!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want a nice hair.. should i say, a perfectly normal hair?
It's just that simple.. but why do i always face this problem...
I hate to keep looking at the mirror in order to make sure my hair
doesn't look too flat or whatever.. i hate it ya know?
I hate mirrors ya know?
I hate to look at mirrors ya know?
But do you think i bloody have a fucking choice?
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I'm tired of it.. tired of my hair....
Hate it so...
Sometimes everytime i look at mirror, i feel so much like crying..
But i didn't cry in the end, cuz i know, crying also won't solve my problem..
Haha..

I don't feel better at all even after venting all these in my blog..
I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD CRY...

Haha...