First thing i woke up, then jiu cried. ._.
All cuz of dad, said want to talk to me..
Talked, talked and talked...
Suddenly don't know how i talked to the point when I said "Brother won't care about
me in the future. Cuz he would have his wife and children le. Where
got so much time to care or even take care of me?"

Okay.. then I jiu cried ._.
Don't know why i cried also.. Just.. feel sad.
Sometimes, I really hate to think far..
Cuz it's scary...
That's why I always tell myself to study very very hard,
so that I could earn lots of money in the future..
Then I could buy whatever things I want.. Can live in condominium..
Can enjoy life..

Yayaya, I'm emo.. so what.. hais.

But then, today chatted with dear makes me kinda happy..
To be truthful, i'm still emo-ing ._.
I can't help it la!~ aiya..

And.. I'm dead tired.. Very very very very very tired...
I can barely open my eyes... .__.
But i still don't want to sleep cuz..
Have
To
Study
.
.
.