Warning: This post is completely full of crap,
so if you do not want to be bored to death from reading it,
please do not continue to read.







Tomorrow school reopen le.
Finally... After for about 2 months long holidays, i need to face the reality again.
I'm scare.. Scare I could not tolerate the stress from projects, schoolwork etc..
It's hard and tiring having to rush against time to meet the deadline for projects, assignments..
It's tiring having to study for all those tests, quizzes..
It's also quite saddening when you receive back your test/quiz marks, and found that you did badly..

Hais.. I really don't wish to go through all that again...
But I cannot choose...
I only have 1 choice, and that is to quit school..
But, i can't do that.. .__.
HAIS...

Dad and Mum kept saying 'School is starting tomorrow.'.
Yaya, i know..


This almost 2 months of long holidays made me quite happy.
First, I can slack all day long, I do not have to wake up early and go to school.
I can watch tv (which I rarely does when I'm busy in school).
I can everyday eat my mum's home-cooked dishes.
I can play auditionsea as and when I feel like it.
I can sleep late at night.
I can make mum angry as and when i like (LOL =x)

Most importantly, I can see dear dear ~ :D
When i'm with him i feel so happy. ^^
dear 是我的最爱

When school starts tomorrow, all these can(s) would become cannot(s).
Plus, there would be more 'have to(s)'

I have to study everyday.
I have to do my stupid project.
I have to do my stupid assignments.
......



I wish my holidays would come soon..
After 18 weeks i guess..
Hais.. so long T____T