Yesterday can be considered quite a good day I guess.
Watched a horrid show at 9pm (Channel 62) and Spotlight at 10.30pm (Channel 55).
The horrid show was not bad, there was a part that somehow touched me.
It was the part when the truth was out, even though the big brother died, he still lingered in the living world to search for his dearest younger sister. (His sister managed to escape from dying in an incident). Blah Blah Blah, if you watch it you will know what I'm talking about.

As for Spotlight, every weekend I would be watching it. It is real damn nice to watch. And because of it I slept at around 1am. -.- Tired like hell sia.

Don't know why, everytime when I'm sleeping I would think of something which somehow made me cry and can't fall asleep. Why? I'm really emo ba I guess.

I just feel that I'm really not happy at all with my life?
Not happy then why do I keep pretending to be happy?
Especially in front of my family, why do I keep pretending to laugh and smile all the time? Sometimes I really laugh like siao you know (Mum thought I'm crazy) Am I truly laughing? Or do I laugh cuz I'm trying hard to make myself happy when I know that I'm actually not happy?

I don't know.. I really don't know...
Sometimes I have the thought of writing a story to express how I feel but..
Haix, forget it.

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